Showing posts with label facebook. Show all posts
Showing posts with label facebook. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

where i am


Here I sit on my bed, burning a permanent scar into my left leg where my laptop sits and overheats nightly. Are they supposed to get this flippin hot??

I spend far too much time on Facebook these days. Just a couple months ago I was telling Lynn (my sister) that I didn't have time to join Facebook. And now I find myself addicted to knowing what's been happening in my online social circle since the last time I checked. And watching in on someone who seems to have piqued my curiosity lately.

This worries me. I am feeling a little vulnerable these days. Should I say, my relationship with Rob feels vulnerable. Ever since I felt that he didn't want a future with me as much as I wanted with him, I feel disappointed. Less vested in the relationship. Like it's lost some of its verve.

It is a recurring theme when it comes to men.